Dear you

Dear you,
Lately you’ve been hurting me
You’ve been hurting my feelings
You’ve been hurting my soul
You’ve been hurting me and you don’t even know
You don’t even know that while you lay on your bed at night I cry myself to sleep
You don’t even know that when you say that I’m being “ungrateful” my heart aches a bit more because everything I’ve ever done is to make you proud (even thought I’ve never heard that word come out of your mouth before).
You don’t even know that when the words “antagonist” and “over-reacter” come out of your mouth to describe me they stay in my head as a reminder of how big a disappointment I am to you
A disappointment who, according to you, lies about feeling sick, wants to make you feel bad and wishes unhappiness on everyone
A disappointment that despite of what she may say or do won’t change the fact that she’s never enough
Not for you, not for anyone

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